I WANNA BURY MYSELF UNDER GROUND!!!
I WANNA GO FOR PLASTIC SURGERY TO TOALLY CHANGE HOW I LOOK!!!
I WANNA GO TO ANOTHER COUNTRY WHERE NO-ONE KNOWS ME!!!!
REASON BEING~~~....
I fell in the bus~~~okok fine shall put bigger text....i FELL in the bus..*embarassed*
i so wanna kill myself when i fell~~~....i seriously hope i do not ever...ever in my whole life see those ppl who shared the same bus as me today in my entire lifetime ever again~~
TOTALLY EMBARASSED~~~....
took the bus home from work as usual...it's a double decker bus....i dun really like to sit in the higher level coz i dun like the idea of climbing up and down the very dangerous stairs in a moving bus...
but today clumsy queen xuan decided "its been long i sat upstairs...i shall sit upstairs today!!"
enjoyed the view....the music....the very quiet bus....*ding-dong*..."oh yeah!!..my stop!!!"
i was thinking to myself i shall slowly walk down the steps....
then the bus stopped!!passengers on the 1st level heard a loud thump!...*BOM BOM BOM*
then they see my face at the foot of the stairs~~...
and no i didn't tumble down..i missed 2 steps and erm..."sliped" down instead...luckily both hands were holding the handrails if not i wld seriously thumble dwn and that wld be 100 times more embarassing....
there was this auntie who stared so hard at me with her eyes opened so wide!!! O_O
i swore her eyeballs wld have fallen out if it didn't have veins connected to it!!!
and the crazy bus driver had to shout frm his seat "are u ok?".....
i shouted a very quick "okokok" and ran off the bus!...
oh did i mention i kinda kicked the male passenger in front of me...ok he was nice as he wanted to help me up...bt still i quickly got up and ran off the bus~~
so erm..thank you whoever u are in case u thought i was rude bt i am totally embarassed and did not want to spend another second there~!
and while walking home i realised my ankle is bruised frm the fall...the ankle which i spent thousands on!!...luckily no sprain juz a bruise on the surface...the thumb is bruised too.... :(

i should start planning on plastic surgery now rite~~...or maybe migrating is a better and faster choice~~