Wednesday, October 29, 2008

In this little emotional rollar-coaster ride...there are still things which can make me laugh~

Pear got childish and threatened me by saying "dont wanna make agar agar cake for u already next time"

And talking about psychology and the possibility of him having a long lost uncle looking for him definitely did set me into a laughing fit in front of my computer~~

Emil! I miss him loads too...

He started talking to me about getting married...and he would love me to be his flower girl...
but instead of throwing flowers we shall throw condoms instead!!!!!!!!!
And he said :"i'd ask you for best maid, but you look cuter throwing condoms"

WHAT!!!!!!!! ^^'''

.....he is promoting a safe campaign.....

Through this I've learnt something...
And also the mind-set of men and woman are different...and surprisingly this time the men gave good advice~...

Danced at 11:32 PM

Constantly on my re-play list~

一点半的我默默在等只等待一个人
路边没有人路边没有灯我好冷
他们都说我该回家了叫我别天真
他们都在背后笑我对爱没天份 oh

每个人都在笑我说我不知所措
每个人都说我们不会有结果
不会不能不该有结果
不会不能不该有结果

三点半啦你终於到了到你家门口
我看见你和那男孩手牵手
我的要求也不算太多只要你守承诺
为何欺骗我为何折磨我好难过

一个人一个人无聊地在等
总以为就快有奇迹的发生
才察觉自己是那麽地那麽地笨

Danced at 9:44 PM

Monday, October 27, 2008

That day at Chi Guan's house....
A steamboat session~....

Such neat food!!!

We were very satisfied and very full~~

He made me this!! For my birthday....my very own vodka jelly cake~

The maker and the very happy and touched birthday girl~

The contemplated if they should sing a sing...they didn't..but I made them clap after I cut the cake!!

Oh...the jelly tasted real good..but not much vodka taste..
Major hang-over was in progress so I still felt as if there were TONNS of vodka in it...
Anyhows...its only his 2nd time cooking and he made different layers of colors...nice~!

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Yesterday would be in my memory for a very long time...
Never would I thought it would happen...
An answer is what a person asks for...
Dissapointed in myself more than in you..
The mistake of trust and maybe a little bit more

Never felt like this before....
I still don't hate you yet~
But I want to!!

I need answers~ I just need a closure~

*I needa a cuppa bubbly and some shakin' of the booty~*

Danced at 6:16 PM

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I didn't really think what happened on my chalet night until last Sunday night...
Which was only THEN that I realised...."HOLY MACARONI!!!"
I said some crap!

okok.....I was looking at the pictures...trying to reminisce what happened that day~~
Than I was thinking that night went past FAST! And there were alot of things and people going around~

Oh....today delphine joined me for my classes coz she wanna do a project on education~
So when we were talking in the bus...I realised that I was probably in dazed mode during chalet..
Apparently even early in the night I said things I don't even remember and I was doing things I normally won't do~~
Gheee....what happened manz~???*scratch head*

Haitun said she asked chew :" Is yixuan gone?"
Chewy said :" I think so"

And now I'm thinking I think so too eh~~

And yes!!! only on Amanda's birthday party than SHE told me what I said that night!!!
YES!! only a week later than I'm full of "ARE YOU SURE I SAID THAT!!! MY GOODNESS!!!!"

Jamica asked if those were what I really feel...I have no idea manz~~
Chewy said she thinks that's how I really feel..
Still in shock of words that came out of my mouth and things which I did and have totally no memory of!!!!~

But I still love chewy's boyfriend~

Danced at 12:12 AM

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Happy Birthday Xuanny Tay~!
You are 21!
GOSH you are old! *bleah*

Big thank you's to everyone!!! I really can't say anything more but thank you and thank you~!
Those who called me all asked me "are you sleeping?" And NO! I wasn't~
Just that I'm sick and is croaking~!

Well.....not being well has became my forte..
Even though plans for today were all cancelled because I don't feel well...SUPER SAD for that because I was SO looking forward to it~~

BUT...all the wonderful phone calls and smses made up the sucky germs!

21 I become~
A new journey of independence I must now lead~

Danced at 10:42 PM

Monday, October 13, 2008

Sick~

Thank you to those who bought me pi pa gao as part of the pressie~
It now came in real handy just in the nick-of-time!!!

Comfy cuddles with pillows here I come!!!

Danced at 10:05 PM

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Chalet over~

Thank you everyone!!!!!!! Nothing but BIG THANK YOU'S!!!

Really appreciate all those who put in the effort to make their way down~

And of all birthday parties I have attended I think mine is the one which cut the cake at the lastest!!

THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!!

Danced at 6:59 PM

Monday, October 6, 2008

I cut my 1st cake today!!!

Yummylicious home-made chocolate cake~!!!
Made by the sweet sweet boss~

He said he can't make it on fri so he made me a cake...I LIKE~!!

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Pretty balloons are a girl's loves~
Would someone be a sweetheart and bring those lovelies???

You know how some people just don't matter~
I guess I'm just one of those to some~

Danced at 7:01 PM

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Next week would be the birthday party...
At least the most important things are settled....like venue and food...
Haven't gotten my cake yet because apparently the cake people refuse to call me!!

Well to answer most of everyone's question "what do you want for your birthday?"

Seriously..I don't want anything..
I want all the people around me to be happy and filled with lotsa lotsa love..
that's what I want...(i'm not trying to be a pagent queen here ok!!)

The boss asked me how I feel about turning 21..
I'm a little scared actually...21 means being independent..

I've been in the workforce for a few years now...
Learnt alot about the real world...Learnt that butterflies and fairies only exist in dreams..
Being independent is not easy and achiving what you want requires alot of hardwork and sacrifices..

But I'm happy and proud that at the age of 21 I can proudly say that I am financially independent...
I am comfortable financially and happy with my achievments so far~
Well...But I do know that something I have not been doing well recently would probably be treating the people around me well..
Sorry to have been a little short tempered and being extremly forgetful~

Got a call from Dan the other day...Was talking about my birthday and stuff and what he said really hit me...that is how we should survive in order for us to pull through each difficult obstacle..

"我们做事不要计较~ 如果你不要让步的话你会辛苦很久~"
"In order to be happy, be truthful...forgive and look at the future...Happiness is a better road than bitterness"

Xuanny apologises to everyone whom she has cause unhappiness to.
I didn't mean it..and 21 would mean she would have to learn to become a better person so she hopes that all would be patient with her~

And once again~...I LOVE ALLL!!!!!!

Danced at 1:05 AM

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Xuanny is happy to walk out of the salon with a happy wallet and loves the haircut and hair color~~
Finally something a little darker...hope the "darkness" stays!!!
And xuanny is happy that the shampoo guy helped her save $80 from the bill~
Bill was half the price less than what she had expected!!!

I'm happy with beancurd and Hongkong french toast late last night~*yummy*

Ms Xuanny has been craving PIZZA~!!!!!!!!! *droolz*

Danced at 9:21 PM