Sunday, June 29, 2008

It sucks when there are somethings you can't control....
Terrible when something else is controlling you.........

Today spent the day out with the fish..
Fish said: " you don't lack suitors~"
But nothing has happened so far~....

I want my vodka and shots~..I miss them...

Danced at 11:57 PM

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

If I have morning classes in orchard and have a long time between before my next class in the noon...
Where do i go??? Besides hanging around borders and having long lunch with friends...
I head to my boss's house~...to hang out...sleep....and most importantly TALK and LAUGH!!!

Did I mention that my boss's house is like as if its my own??
Walk in....laze around...eat anything i want in the kitchen..use the computer if i want to...watch tv~...

And yes...Of course when Emil is in the house we would be talking about the male species!!

Today Emil said:" Oh sweetie...I'm going to set you up with the good straight man I know."

And Suzana has to go on to agree with what he said.....setting me up to go on dates~!!!
And yes we go on discussing what kinda man we like and dream for.....~~

Yupz~! that's working life for me~....

And this afternoon the boss and I were having a small heart to heart....
The boss has been losing weight...he is depressed~~He just had a break-up you see...
He talked about his relationships and gave me pointers on what kinda man a husband should be~
He too said I should go on dates!!! And that he might introduce some decent guys~!!!!

OH GOSH!! These people have gone crazy today~....

Now you can see why I not only love my job....I have wonderful colleagues too!!!
And who has a boss whom you can have a heart to heart too...and willingly fetches you home when you went clubbing with his partner~!not forgetting making sure you see the doctor and take your medication when u are ill....and he makes yummylicious chicken soup!!!!!!!!!!

I'm waiting for girl's night~..things go crazy with them!

I Love you all my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm tired....camp is taking its toll on me~ Eyes weighing shut at 7.30pm is not a good thing!

Danced at 9:20 PM

Sunday, June 22, 2008

You really would never know who reads this page....
Surprised to know that some ppl actually read this page~

Oh well....

Tay xuan xuan has many friends whom she loves so dearly...
Many lovelies in her life whom she holds close to her heart...
Whenever in distress they would be there to lend a helping hand or listening ear...
She sometimes feel that they can hear what her inner voice is saying...
She feels blessed and loved by the unconditional love they shower her in....

Towards every person, I have a different feeling...
But it is all love~...

Fishes says "A"
Bullock says "prefers B"*edited*

xUan says..."time"

Because you were so nice and almost perfect..
Because you were always there and always understand..
Because you never broke your promises..
Because you always seem to know what I am thinking..
Because you were so nice...
It is making things hard for me now..
It is making me hard to believe that another one could be like you..
I am only human..and I can only compare

Some have a hard time getting out of it....I am having a hard time getting into it...

Danced at 7:37 PM

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

I miss my Daddy~.....

I haven't seen him in about a month...or maybe more...
I don't really remember.....

Daddy called yesterday and asked me how I am....
Daddy is really my man! He could tell from my voice I'm not in the best of moods...
And daddy says :" Darling you know I seldom say No to you...if you want anything or anything happen you must tell me ok. I love you."
And conversation was cut short coz I sounded really ill to him and he nagged at why I never ever take care of myself and asked me to go to bed...

This morning after morning classes I saw 3 missed calls....a no. I've never seen before...
Figured that it might be something important i called back....
it was DADDY!!!!! He said:" you are at work? If you are sick...don't go to work~."

I really miss daddy~! Daddy loves me and I love him too!!

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And something which I should learn to do is...... "Don't think so far!!"
Let nature take its course and time will tell all..
Give it a chance~

Danced at 7:51 PM

Monday, June 16, 2008

Happy 21st Birthday Jossy!!!

A untold secret among the friends is to wear a school uniform to the birthday girls party...
that was a theme planned by the party-goers for the host!!!

And thanks to Pansy and fishy's sissy's friend...i got a uniform!!! and I think i look good in it..
I kept saying why do they implement strict school rules when i think we all looked good in our uniforms even though we have colored hair and long nails!!

The big cake!!!

I think I look cute in my uniform~! *gosh doesn't that sound like what chews wld say!!!*

Fishes wore little fishes uniform~..so she was a St nicks girl!!

Biscuit and I~!~!

With Jacinta the pri 6 kid !~!

Behind close doors waiting to surprise the birthday girl~

I remember her 1st words were..."why you all wear like that?"
Hahaha...and bday girl cried~

She wanted balloons so Eugene filled the floor with balloons....300 minus 6 which burst~
And we gave her helium balloons~!
1st present presented to her was a change of clothes..into uniform sweetie!!!

SJCians unite!

Cute in uniform with pretty balloons~

The bad girls who drink and smoke in uniform!!!
We were kidding if any neighbors wld complain to the schools claiming kids were drinking and smoking~

All the girls~!

The uniform people!!

I had fun!!! I stayed at the pit.....
I went upstairs for a breather but that led to a mission to link a "pipe" from upstairs to downstairs....!!! Most importantly birthday girl had a wonderful time!!

Love you Jossy!! More years of friendship to come and fun times~!!!
Great years and unknown surprises for you in time to come!!!

Danced at 9:03 PM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Jay said :" WOW!! Jared has a crush on you....you got a fan!"

And I burst out laughing!!!!!!!!!!!!!Hahahahahaha~
It is things like this....and kids that make me smile even though I'm having a bad day...
I start the day feeling sad and thinking life is crazy....u know all those emo stuff..
But the minute class starts all the bad dark clouds would just go away and here comes the sunshine!!

Jared is my new fan!! Though I've been going to that school, he just joined S&D classes so it is only now that I see him.....

First thing is that he can't keep his hands off me!!!*gasps*
He insist on sitting on my lap when I'm reading to the class~...
He said "you wait here! I want to give you something~".. And he ran off and came back with a pack of gummy bears!!!
AND!!! AND!! AND!!!! He looked at me pretty seriously and said..."You must tell me when is your birthday and I will give you a present"......" I will give you a necklace~"....

And what can I say besides AAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!

Thank You KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It is their innocent smile and their contagious laughter that keeps me going and say to myself...
"Life isn't that bad....people aren't bad...Your everyday can't go smoothly. So be happy!!!!"

So to the future partner....
You better be careful!! I have tons of boys who love me and are confessing to me all the time!!! You should be on you toes!

Danced at 3:52 PM

Sunday, June 8, 2008

And yes~!!!...

Yesterday I went to watch Sex and the City!!!!
I'm sure everyone has heard about the beautiful clothes, shoes and bags~...they are really gorgeous things!!!

I was pretty annoyed by a guy sitting one seat away from me...between us was his girlfriend...
Movie is M18 for a reason!!! whenever there was some partially nude scene he would be like "oh my god"...."ah"..."ai yoh"....
It's not like as if they were totally nude...he acts as if he has never seen things like this before!!! and he is obviously above 25!!!!! I BET he is thinking dirty!!!

Oh and a particular scene made me amused with the crowd....
When Samantha went shopping..
she had the shop assistants carry her shopping into her car...and when she opened the boot for them...it showed bags and bags of high fashion labels bags!!! And you think when in a scene like this the girls would go "OOOOOO"....WRONG!!!!

It was the guys who went "OOOOOOooOOOO"...
I don't know why they reacted that way bt it was funny~!

It is sucha girlfriends movie!!!! Perfect movie for a girls slumber party!!!

"Life doesn't always turn out to be your fantasy....
That's why you need friendships that are real to get you through it all..."

-Carrie Bradshaw-

Danced at 4:01 PM

Friday, June 6, 2008

I'm very grateful to the many people in my life....

I've always told others that my phone is on 24hrs and you can call anytime you want...
The other day someone said the exact same thing to me...
It is than I realized that I'm so touched by that sentence...
That someone cares so much...

I've not known you for long....
I realized that you don't have to know a person for a long time to have a close bond....
Everyone would spark a different chemistry....

After our movie date (my 1st R21 movie)...I've gotten to know you more..
and we've been hanging out together more....
Going to your place to hang around...waiting for you to finish your work...seeing your works and what you do simply amazes me...

Your passion and knowing what you want for your future....makes me think about mine..
What you have shared with me about your life has taught me a lot.....
Going out with you I would always feel safe...

You are the 1st to call me Aunt Agony....
You made me realize I'm not that mature and I'm still a teen...
When I ask you to do something....you'd agree to it but not make any promises..
because you don't want to lie or let me feel disappointed....

I'm thankful for you..
You are a wonderful person...
A good hearted person...
Finn I know you are someone I can lean on....

Danced at 8:04 PM

Monday, June 2, 2008

Kindly excuse me for a while...
Let me knock tay xuan xuan in the head 1st~.....

*WHACK* *BANG*

* SLAP* *WHACK*

Like every other human beings I do things which I tell myself not to do~
When I heard about the earthquake in Si Chuan china....I told myself to refrain from watching live news about it.....I know how I dislike seeing people suffering....

So I would only read news on the internet and even refuse to look at pictures.....
The only time I really saw pictures was when I was at Finn's place waiting for her to finish her work and I got crazy and started to research on the earthquake which left me in shock and I lost my appetite for dinner~ which left her eating alone~........

TODAY!!!! I was crazy again!!!!!!!!!! I went to watch videos!!!!!!!!!!! I'm crazy I tell you!!!!
And yes distraught by the videos....all the cries for help but I was also motivated and I count my blessings~...

I left for Phi Phi island with a heavy heart.....
But when I was there and I saw how village life is and how the people there live with the basics....
People playing ball in their spare time and kids running around barefoot having fun....
made me realize how fortunate I am..and how complex our modern world is~

I have food, water and a shelter over my head....
I have my family and friends...all my loved ones...
I have a job and work that I love....
I might not be in the pink of health but I am healthy....
I have clothes to wear and books to read...

I am blessed and I do not know it....
And yet at time I'm unhappy with what I have....
That's a problem we would always face....always thinking that it is never enough...

But again...what is enough?? when is it enough??

The riches even own islands and have everything built as the way they like it...
but that still isn't enough....

I don't need the riches...I don't need the islands....I don't need the A list lifestyle....
I don't envy others for that IT bag or that huge paycheck they get.....

Because I command my own happiness.....I want it I work work for it...
Simple is happy...
Complex is confusing and unsteady....

Now my aim for going to Africa is more clear........The aim is in 2010..
Not sure if I can do it by than.....I want to help...
I want to see the poverty....
I want to do something meaningful with my life.....

And yes...I'm glad that I have the ability to travel and see the world..
Because traveling has made me realize all the different cultures and what the world has installs for me...

Danced at 12:03 AM