Tay xuan xuan here feels important!
everyone wants a piece of her!!hahaha
*stands proudly with nose high in the air*

the new job can't wait to have her on board and the current job is trying to negotiate something so that she would stay.
*nose is still high in the air*yayayayayayaya

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new job is doing speech and drama~!
everyone says I should try but seriously I have no idea why I am doubting myself so much~
This is the 1st time I feel this way.....super scared!!..
I wasn't even scared when I got my 1st job!!!

I did something yesterday......
I willingly snipped off my fingernails yesterday...
and no they didn't break...I juz snipped them off...
so now I have 10 stumpy looking fingers~

if u know me...u know I won't do things like that....
why did I do it???.....becoz I went to meet a guy today, and I think that my fingernails would be a no no....so i went *snip* *snip*

I'm thinking of a job switch...I was excited to meet the person...
bt nw I got the job I am thinking if I am up to it~
doubting myself at the moment~~

well....this new job it's either you LOVE it or you HATE it...
Requires patients.....
It's the passion....
It's a noisey enviroment....
You do things differently everyday..
No more heels so shoes HERE I COME!!!
I got selected because I speak fluent english...
You got to be active and outgoing to handle it...
Have to be outspoken....

can you guess the job~???

things do not always go the way you want it too...
you have to work hard to get the things you want...
it's of no use to sit and cry your lungs out when something is taken away from you...
tears do not solve problems, action does.

it really is the simple things that matters, its love that makes you feel wanted and of use.
Material things don't make you feel important, love does.
it doesn't have to be love from a significant other but family, friends, people we care about make up who we are.

suddenly a dark cloud juz came above me....i don't know why....
maybe its becoz of the books i have been reading these few days which is making me to really think of things around me...

the other day was walking with bullock and chew chew...
we were saying we are turning 20 and we haven't really acomplished anything yet...they both mentioned career...
but somehow to me...now...career isn't something i feel that is very impt..
i want to accomplish something...something money can't buy
and after i am done with that i know i can die without regrets.
what that task is, i do not know yet...but i will know...soon~

I have material possessions but i want time...
and that is something money can never buy.

i am a bad person

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isn't the above drawing cute!!..i took it frm tofu's friend's bloggie~
tofu was chatting with his friend on msn and i was cutting into their conversation(as usual)..haha
then he showed me her blog and i LOVE her drawings~!..
her blog is super interesting and cute...she has a wicked sense of humor~
the main character is stickgal...reason of stickgal is because she draws stick objects real well!...she is a super interesting and funny person too~...
and she plans to open a shop and the name of the shop******* its super cute name..and when u knw the name u definetly will start laughing and u will remember it!
i can't say the name coz u know it might give other ppl ideas instead...
so go see her bloggie!! http://stickgal.blogspot.com/

Okok....i know i know...another post abt tw again!..when will i end?..
FINE! *pouts* this is the last post ok~..
tml is the 19th of july...its been 1 month since the trip~...time flies!!!
and i miss the place~
Many ppl always ask me wat's so good abt tw and why i like to go there~~...for obvious reasons of course its the shopping and the food too!!!

introducing big pinky and small pinky~

they are happy with shopping..uh huh~...uh huh~~

HAPPY!!! *wide smiles* :D

It's about chew chew!!!! and as stated in the title sometimes i really wonder why is she my friend~...hahaha

1st - she eats the things i don't eat~~
she was willing to try the pig's blood which she said wasn't nice~
and that's duck's blood...which she said was nice!

before the trip she said she would want to eat stinky tofu coz its nice....fishy and I said we would NOT eat it and she wld eat it herself~.....and so she q-ed for it~

where i circled in red was where she was when buying her stinky tofu...i made sure i was a distance away from her!

keeping my distance~~~

seeing this pic i think she looks lonely eating the tofu alone~~..hahaha

oh! and after she finished eating she juz HAD to come and talk to me and the smell from her mouth!!!..OH SO BAD!!!!!! she said i was exaggerating...then she tried to smell her own breath and she went "Oh yar lar...it's quite smelly~~~"


2nd - she has found her 2nd profession...she can be a paparazzi photographer~
u think she is taking self-pics...but she isn't! she was targetting the 2 of us behind~

sneak shot of ah yu~

sneak shot of me~

this time i'm ready for her cam....ah yu still in ah yu land~~

3rd - i think she is attracted to the walls in taipei~~
Wall no.1

Wall no. 2



4th - yes~ yes~~...we know she likes bang bang tang(棒棒糖)
we went to many many 7-11's bt cldn't find the drinks they endorse and we finally found 2 out of the 6 in jiu fen...she was SUPER happy~
tat's Au Chuan~~

she really WAS happy...she was smiling to the bottle in the bus when we were going down the mountain~

tat's xiao jie(小杰) her fav. in the band~


found him in dan shui...imagine how happy she was AGAIN~


5th - she can take a picture with anything~
she takes pictures with water~~

a poster for a burger....looks like she is really licking it too~

with a motorcycle helmet....


6th - her friend's all proberbly know she likes lollipop keychains now..coz she has 3 in diff. sizes..S,M & L...
her new addiction is watermelon's too...
small watermelon....

big watermelon....

maybe soon i'll name her watermelon...i think gua gua(瓜瓜) sounds nice!
7th - i think she can be convincing...
coz the 3 of us were not having very good bowel movement during out trip..we were looking for apple vinegar but cldn't find it...bt we saw yakult and we decided to get that coz it aids digestion too~~....and NO! we din buy the normal 1 slab as it is sold in singapore....

tat's our fridge~

we drank tat much in 1 shot~~

see the many slabs of it in our trolley??..it was a set of 6 slabs...bt it was really cheap lar~~

oh..and why i said she can be convincing is i think she convinced us that that was not alot of yakult to drink....tat's y we bought it~

8th - she goes all the way to take a nice pic~...
looks nice~~ whole view of stuff she bought~

actual scene~~

okok...i still love u ok chew chew!!..haha she looks out for me...actually my fringe....when i cut bangs i don't like it when it "splits" open~~

nice chew chew will always tell me it is "open" and helps me arrange it properly~~

ta dah!!! proper bangs!...all "closed"