OH DEAR~!~!~!~!

should I or should I not???

I seriously want to kick myself in the butt~

I was HIGH and HAPPY on Friday coz of erm....i kinda know why..and i kinda don't know why too~
But yesterday I was HIGH TOOOOO!!!!!
Because!!!!!!

五月天回到地球表面了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
我只能说五月天太棒了!!!!!!!!!
全场HIGH到爆!!!!!!!!!

Concert was a pretty last min thingy coz debz colleague found better tics so wanted to sell hers off and since we both were actually thinking of going when we heard that they were going to have a concert....but somehow didn't go abt to buy the tix...and since there is fate!!!! We got the tics frm her colleague!!!

Got to know 五月天 when debz and I went to Taiwan 3yrs ago....we got soo into their songs after we saw them perform live!! and this concert!!! WOW!!!!!!

They sang my favorite 恋爱ing, 垃圾车, 温柔 and many more!! Chews!!!! they sang our HIGH song too终结孤单!!!!
But debbz and i were kinda looking forward to them singing 志明与春娇 but they didn't~
Nonetheless it was still enjoyable!!!!

五月天回到地球表面


We didn't take any pics before the concert coz when debs got out of the ladies the lights were off!!! and we practically ran to our seats!!!

阿信超帅的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love this pic...juz so happen to catch him in the the spot light....good aiming xuanny!!!

there is a 360degree stage...so when we turned back to see them! WOW SO CLOSE!!!!

恋爱ing!! best song..made everyone jump! and so high~!

did i mention that 阿信 is cute!??
HE IS!!!!

So CLOSE yet so FAR!!!!!!!

Imagine hw close 阿信 was~!!! and 帅!!!!

talented guy who writes wonderful lyrics close to the heart and wonderful music! wonderful voice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

End of concert!!

Enjoyable concert!! The best!!!!

Thank you Mayday!! And I'll definetly be there next year if I can make it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1


there was 2 zombies standing nxt to debz and they juz stood there while everyone screamed, jumped and sang along!!! One time they sat down a guy in front turned back and asked them to stand up and join in the fun!..it was super funny!

Saw Elvin Ng, Nat Yeo, Felicia Chin and some other celebs....wanted to ask debz to take a pic with Elvin Ng to show jos!!! bt 1st time missed the chance coz as i said when debbz came out of the ladies, concert started and that was when we saw him!! and after concert saw him again...bt we were can't walk to him in time~...plus the stupid worker was shoo-ing him off while he was more than willing to take pics with ppl!

I perspired SO much during the concert..i was seriously so tired after it...
and today my arms and feet is sore and aching~
Next time I'm going to their concert i goto wear a track suit! And make sure its those quick dry type!

五月天!!!!!!!!!!!!!!棒!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

阿信!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!帅!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm HAPPY TODAY!!!!!!

HIGH!! HIGH!! HIGH!! HIGH!!

Emil and Suz contributed to the "high-ness"...
Chews and Shimin experienced the "high-ness"...


HAPPY!!!!!

WOOO HOOOO~!~!~!~!~!~!~!


Come'on everyone!!! SMILE!!! Let's all spread the LOVE!!!! *muackz*

I'M HAPPY!!!!

Just opened my email to check my schedule for this week and next week....!!
WOOOHOOOOO!!!!!

Just took over to teach at a school in Yio Chu Kang...besides the bigger and more mischievous than a normal K2 boys......I LIKE IT!!!
Because they only have a 8 week term I think...don't know how it goes but I know it means that on some weeks they don't have lessons which means I don't have to teach!!!

No Class + No Teaching = Extremely happy xuan!!!! (isn't math simple sometimes)

NEXT WEEK 2 days free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!coz there is also 1 public holiday!!!
Well...no teaching doesn't mean i don't have to work...work load is still there but no shouting for a day is WONDERFUL!!!!!

Seems like my buds are having a tough time adjusting into their new environment~...
Well....everything is new at first so hence the uneasiness and u would want the old times back...back to the place which u were at before, coz you are comfortable at where you were~
But once upon a time u too didn't like that place right...so why not give your new environment a chance~

Try to get accustomed to it than judge it...its unfair to judge it if you haven't really given it a chance~.
Like what I told chews the other day..Try....if you really don't like it than you can strike it off your "what I wanna experience list" and say "been there done that!!"

You don't try, you won't know...
When you don't know, you don't learn...
If you don't learn you remain stagnant....

来来来!!!!!大家一起加油!!!!!!在这么糟的状况我们都是幸福的!!!!!加油啊宝贝们!!!!!

Come'on on the count of 3 shout Woo Hoo!! 1....2.....3

Recieved a call....
Heart-warming~

A few days ago....

Friend: Seriously you have to learn how to say no. You always give in to others even through you feel uncomfortable...If you don't like how that person is treating you don't contact that person anymore..
xUan: yes sir....
Friend: I know sometimes when i call u and you are doing something you would stop and listen to me talk about my troubles....u always say u can talk.....but you don't have to do that all the time..sometimes its ok to tell the other party you are busy or not in a good mood too~
xUan: it's my honour if ppl wanna share with me..that's how i see it~

The other day when he called.....

xUan : Hello
Friend: U know i trust you alot so i need you to answer my question.
xUan: ok....shoot~
Friend: Just need one word from you...shall i or shall i not be together with that girl?
xUan: what!? how can i decide for u? it's your relationship~
Friend: You have seen me through so many relationships, so i trust you on this.
xUan: Eh...ok. I truly think that you shouldn't be with her...coz she isn't a nice girl and i think that you deserve better~
Friend: Ok. Got it....I'll call u later i know you are busy now~


It's a really great feeling that someone can trust you soo much!!
And apparently they are not even really together yet and the girl checks his mobile so I was warned not to msg him!...And seriously she is jealous of our relationship....
Who says a girl and a guy cannot have pure friendship??...maybe as a girlfriend or a boyfriend it is a little hard to understand at 1st but you don't make stupid request like ask them to break off all ties~!

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Was suppose to be at a "Girls and Gays night" yesterday but gave it a miss....
I shall not think of how much fun i would have missed especially the theme being "truth or dare"!!!!!
Instead went and have drinks~!!! and I still reek of alcohol till now!!! *yuck*
But I still had FUN!!!!

Gays are seriously the sweetest things!!!!! Y aren't straight men like that!!! They should learn from the gays~...
A Gay friend was having some boy trouble with one of the sweetest guy I've ever seen!!! He is a problem becoz he is SOO SWEET!!!
Than i said "There are already more men then woman on earth...
Most good looking and sweet men are Gay...
So what's more is left for the ladies???"

And my gay friend said " That's so true honey!!! I should be happy with all the good looking gay men."



signing off with the smell of alcohol still in me~

Sjab Camp 2008

2 Days 1 Night - Short but it was not bad

Reached home at 6.40pm, supposed to go out for dinner though i wasn't tired i didn't make it to dinner coz I've got the worst sore throat ever!!!

So many years of scolding and teaching those kids, yesterday during 1 "scolding session" I have never heard myself scold anyone in a way I've scolded them before. I was SO loud and fierce I scared the juniors and myself too..and i attracted the attention of the whole canteen, it was suddenly filled with silence and all eyes were on us. I'm famous now!!!!*big grin*
Bullock and fishes u guys should have been there!!! Even chews says she has never heard me like tat before.

I think its been a long time since pupils in SJC have heard scoldings in a long time...coz each time chews and I scold the kids in a area where there are other students we get stares and silence immediately.

But well good things did come out, the juniors improved tremendously!! Especially after that episode in the canteen everything was different!! I was surprised...so to conclude this year was WAY better than last.

OH! and our personal highlight of camp is always how we act at night when the juniors are asleep...this year we played games with out feet and toes and packets of biscuits!! Super hilarious~ and of course as usual we were putting up a "show" for those who were looking~

OH!OH!OH!!! and I found out on some shocking news from KPO Penny too!! and Kendra added on to the news....MY!!MY! soo many things to know and why didn't i know about it when i was still in school?? and only say 4 years later!!!??? (news shall not be said here)

Lor Mee uncle still remembers me..... Oh bullock he remembers u too! he asked me "where is your friend who always come and buy noodles with u??"
So seriously how much lor mee did we eat to make him remember us till now!!!!!

Update on school...the canteen looks pretty bad...the toilet is horrible..and the school seems pretty dusty, think the cleaners aren't really working hard enough...the toilet bowls and doors used to be blue...now they are yellowish blue! how gross is that~

The sun is still there!!!


Mr Sore throat and Miss flu has came to visit me...I wonder when they will leave~

*i need a wig*

I'M SO IN LOVE!!!!!!!!
He is so cute...so handsome!! so charming!! has the sweetest smile!!! and the way he looks at me makes me go AHHHHHHHH!!!!!








I love him loads!!!
















But he isn't even 2 yet..... ><""
DAVIS!!! my sweetie pie!!!

my darling drinking his "toos toos" *juice*

So cute!!!

He doesn't even really have teeth yet!


Out of SO many kids i teach or see....Davis is really the one i LOVE most!!...call me bias i don't care!!! don't u dare come across my darling and me!!!
When we read books he would sit with me....when we are going somewhere he would stand there with his hand stretched out waiting for me to hold...
AHHHH!!!
My colleague says "You really like him ah~...and he always sticks with you.Wait another 20yrs and u can date him~"
by than I would be 41!!!!!!!!!!!and he is only 22!!!!!!!! *gasps*


It's love at 1st sight!!

The other day when we sent bullock to off at the airport...
reached at 6.30am!!! SO EARLY!!!!

The card we made....memories of secondary school days~~

the sky isn't even bright yet!!!

T3 is too big and too bare~~~


*I really like him tons tons tons tons tons tons tons!!!!*

我以为对于你的离开我有一点麻木了
我以为我已经习惯这一切
我以为我已经习惯几个月才见一次面的你
我以为我已经习惯几个月才讲一次电话的你
我以为我已经习惯只能用email联络的你
我以为我已经习惯等待你的简讯或mail的你

但今天我突然想到你
突然好想哭
觉得我还有好多好多话还没和你说
觉得我们还有好多事没做
觉得时间不够
觉得在一起的时间不够多
觉得我们好象没见到面

但这是你的梦想
从小到大的梦
你终于要实现了!!!!
努力的加油!!!
我会在这里当你的拉拉队!!
只要你需要我..我一定会陪你!!





超爱你的!!!