Had a show yesterday and today....
Boy! am I totally drained out~~Luckily tomorrow's show is postponed to next week.....if not i sure do not have the energy for another show tomorrow....
And a show on friday!!!*eeeks!!* I need energy to pull through this week!

After our show today on our way back JC had to drop by 1 of his students home and he wanted to introduce me to his student...he has been giving the boy tuition since he was 4 and he is now 9!....

They have the nicest house in the neighbourhood..~JC was saying how nice the house is...and yes it is a very PRETTY home.....it could be one of the most expensive houses in sg!!coz they like art and the amount of paintings and sculptures sure wld cost nothing near cheap! and they have a REAL PICASSO painting! i do not even want to imagine the price of that thing...I thought it is suppose to be in a museum!!

Met Ryan..and I say we clicked quite well....He showed me his toy room...the kid has 3 rooms mind u~~showed me his toys...and he loves transformers, he showed me a transformers book and introduced every1 of them to me..and now i only remember erm...Bumblebee!

Started talking to Ryan while Jc was talking to his maid...
While talking to him it struck me..."poor Ryan...being alone in this big house".....he told me his parents are separated...
The kid may have all the good toys, nice home but no-one to share it with....
I can sense that Ryan need company and attention....

My heart really ache for Ryan...I told Jc "His mummy and daddy can buy what he want, but they are not giving him what he needs. His needs are more important."

what's the use of all those stuff which cannot give you love and affection...
when you want to lean on mummy or daddy when u r sick and realise it is the maid that is next to you??...

I have heard so many times people say "if only my parents are rich. Then I can buy this and that and that"
Well I am sad that you think this way....Parents do work hard to the $$ and to earn that time is sacrificed....

Ryan's mummy is some big shot of some company and his daddy is well...according to Jc a terrible man~~and the most ridiculous thing i heard was his mummy pays...okok "donates" about 30-40k to the school every year, so that ryan can study there!!!

it's some prestigious school in Singapore..shall not name it~~
but that's crazy!!!I have been to that school and it's the same as any other school...ok except they have air-con in every classroom bt 30-40k is crazy!

Well...that's the thing money can buy....
but there is much money cannot buy~~

Recieved a call frm my previous company the other day, they want me to go back and work for them~
to be honest when I heard that I felt proud! coz that means I did something right and people remember your efforts!
and the boss said he is willing to work something out to accomodate to my current schedule~

but being desk bounded again!!Boring 9-5 job which requires you to stare at that colorfull square high tech box, stuck to that rolling chair, when u reach office u count down to lunch...aft lunch u count down to the time to knock off~~

oh well, shall see what he offers...
but I won't leave my kids! Being with them is something a office cannot offer!!

Kid's don't lie.....
Yen Kai : Teacher! Today is my birthday!
xUan: Happy birthday!so how old are you today?
Yen Kai: I am 6 now!
xUan: Wow...so now you are a big boy.
Yen Kai: Today I gave everyone ruler, pencil and eraser because it is my birthday.
xUan: so where is mine!??
Yen Kai: I didn't give u because teachers don't use pencil, eraser and ruler.

when I told mummy this she burst out laughing!! I didn't find it THAT funny but juz cute that's the innocence of a child.

最近有一种被疼爱的感觉!!

I know its a little bit early to get excited for these occasions now...

Kids are so lovely, the many wishes from them and screaming Happy teacher's day for who-knows how many times...coz kids always think u can't hear them~...well all is in the name of love!!

And I have officially lost my voice~...living the day as a mute...
I skipped the nanny voice part..
I juz went from sore throat to husky voice to sounding like a man to nothing!
hopefully my voice comes back by tomorrow or monday..I NEED IT!!

Mummy's cooking porridge and cooling tea for me!...

*xUan feels Loved*